Realize

Assalamualaikum, hello human beings. 

So, as promised, i will begin my endless posts which i wrote throughout my time during SPM period. This might be a little bit long. And boorish maybe? So, I reckon you not to read this.

7th September 2013

10.55 p.m

Station Pekeliling, Kuala Lumpur

Sometimes, when I look back on my high school days for these past 5 years, I will always complained that those periods were dull and boring. I often compared my experience with my best friend's who studied in an elite boarding school. She experienced a lot of cool activities that sometimes were totally out of my league. Even their extra curricular activities were cool. I would always feel down and upset for not being accepted into those prestigious schools. 

However, today I randomly came to realize something. No, to be exact, I stumbled upon a moment where i found myself in a complete bliss. I took a deep breath and opened my eyes to look around. People are laughing at my silly jokes. Everyone is smiling happily. That was when I realized how lucky I am actually. There are people who'd always support me and people I can rely on and count on whenever i need them. They comforted me, teased me, bullied me, gave good advices, bad advices, taught me good things and even the bad ones. "This place is not bad", I thought. I came to realize that my life is kind of complete. Well, nobody's perfect and there will never be one. It's the law of universe and it's unquestionable. 

I am truly blessed to actually have all the people I love around me- beloved family, awesome best friends, cool close friends, lovely classmates and even frenemy (which I don't really have one). I have a place where i belong to. It comforts me and I found solace in this place. In my life, there have been many farewells throughout the way of my journey. I am pretty sure that those fragments have scratched my dreams and sometimes hurt me. But one day, I will come upon to notice that one by one of that memory will someday join together to become a big puzzle called "life".

One of the lesson that I have learnt is that I am proud of the facts that such things as where we were born and the sceneries we have seen are all different for me and the people surrounding me. The intersection in one's life will eventually overlapped one another little by little and that is when we will know and understand that our life is becoming complete.

I am very grateful to Allah s.w.t for everything and everyone i have around me and I deeply hope that this kind of life will not change much in the future.

I wrote this as a draft for my SPM practice essay entitled "life". But the outcome is not as good as expected so I abandoned the essay halfway. Yess, I wrote this in the car while waiting to fetch my big sis from Station Pekeliling. Quite 'meh' but whatevs. 

If you've reached until here, congratulation!

Thank you for wasting your time reading this. 

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